Friday, September 25, 2015

Reflection

re·flec·tion
rəˈflekSH(ə)n/
noun
  1. 1.
    the throwing back by a body or surface of light, heat, or sound without absorbing it.
    "the reflection of light"
    synonyms:sending back, throwing back, casting back
    "the reflection of light"
  2. 2.
    serious thought or consideration.
    "he doesn't get much time for reflection"
    synonyms:
    thought, thinking, consideration, contemplation, deliberation,pondering, meditation, musing, rumination; 
    formalcogitation
    "after some reflection, he turned it down"

    As I ponder, yes, reflect, on what that really means, my thoughts scatter in a million different directions. In the last 12 hours I have had much to reflect upon.

    Life changes on a dime.

    Things we thought to be true reveal themselves and suddenly perspective is just that...a perception. Fleating, hurting, deceiving...

    Yet, when truth is revealed, I find that reflection can offer Hope.

    Quiet, deep reflecting, thinking, praying...God speaks. He brings comfort to my soul. Peace in the midst of storm and the unknowing. I surrender it all to Him. Because this, this is a helplessness that brings me to my knees. She is Yours. Help her.

    When you think about it there are reflectors everywhere; on bicycles, fences, mailboxes, roadways...they are meant to keep us safe...

    Reflection is beautiful, peaceful, breathtaking...

    Revealing...

    I am a reflection. That is a scary and convicting thought. My life, every minute of my day is a reflection of who I am and what I believe...how I feel, how I am feeling. And so I have to ask myself, what does that look like to those whom God has chosen to put in my life? Not just those who I see everyday or have relationships with, but those who He chooses to cross my path if only for a fleeting moment...

    Am I reflecting His love?

    If reflections, of any sort; on a road, a pond, in quietness, in a mirror... offer protection, peace, hope,comfort...is that not who Jesus is, all those things...and am I being who He has asked me to me in skin, a reflection of Him? 
    Lord, I pray that Your "reflectors" everywhere would show themselves today to those who need Your protection, Your comfort, Your peace, and Your direction. 
    I pray specifically for the one heavy on my heart who I cannot be with, only in spirit. Let her feel Your very real presence today in her pain, O God.